13 November 2009

Alpha/Omega


This is the Alpha/Omega symbol (greek letters intertwined). It symbolizes the beginning and ending, the All, everything.

My next tattoo will be this symbol, on my right shoulderblade! I'm getting it done for my 19th birthday (28th Nov), which is pretty soon.
I want the letters coloured though - maybe pale blue and dark purple? Probably. Either that or dark "blood" red and pale purple. Maybe blood red and dark purple? I'll see. I'm just going to get the outline first, and then see if I would prefer it coloured or not.

WOOT

I just got my tongue pierced la la la la la

11 November 2009

Dangerous Misfit and Social Rebel (retired)

It is currently 0515 (a quarter past five in the morning) and I have not been to bed yet.
My daughter (who is 22 months old) has also not been to sleep yet, which is why I am vainly looking for something to do at this ungodly hour.

When I look at my previous actions - including the fact that I had my daughter just barely past the age of 17 - I realise that I was a 'Dangerous Misfit & Social Rebel'. I did who and what I wanted, whenever I wanted, conscience be damned!
In fact, I don't believe I possessed a conscience until I was approximately 8 months pregnant.
I mean, when I got pregnant I was attending (well, mostly skipping) Year 11 at a Catholic secondary school. I haven't even attempted to pretend that I myself am Catholic for almost six years now. I will not pretend to be something I most certainly am not, and won't pretend to hold the belief of something I regard as ludacris a best. I am still somewhat of a misfit and rebel, although no longer to dangerous proportions.